Swimming Towards The Sand


“The ocean does not care about you at all,” declares Rachel Bobbitt. “That’s what makes something truly awesome—it could and will exist, with or without you.”
The ocean looms, uncaring yet vital, conceptually and actually on Bobbitt’s debut full-length LP, Swimming Towards the Sand. Raised in the windswept Annapolis Valley of Nova Scotia, Bobbitt roots herself in the memories and milestones of home more than a decade after her voice first found an audience through the lens of internet virality. Growing up in a musical household, where her mom’s side hosted kitchen fiddle parties, Bobbitt was surrounded by music from the beginning. At just 16 years old, she’d amassed a large Vine following, performing covers and originals to an audience of 400,000 strong, leading to Shorty Award nominations and being crowned by Buzzfeed as one of “13 Amazing Singers You Should Follow On Vine.” She now looks back at that time with nuance, feeling both reinforced in her abilities by the response and, at the same time, overwhelmed by the onslaught of opinions—opinions on her career, appearance, voice, image—at an age when she was still figuring out what those things meant for herself.
A dozen years later, after studying Jazz and Vocal Pedagogy at the renowned Humber College, learning the rules of the road, and navigating the music industry from her home base in Toronto, Bobbitt arrives at Swimming Towards the Sand with an unwavering sense of purpose. It’s an album that revisits her roots with the clarity of perspective, the wisdom of experience, and the lessons of resilience that can only come with time. It looks back with an eye both clear and nostalgic and reflects her memories via sharply contemporary music.
The record was born in transit—written between call centre shifts, hotel rooms, and fleeting homecomings. Bobbitt recorded the album in Los Angeles with producer Chris Coady (Beach House, Future Islands, DIIV), whose studio near Glendale’s Verdugo Mountains offered a symbolic contrast to the coastal terrain of Nova Scotia. Alongside her musical and life partner, Justice Der, Bobbitt plays through a dozen tracks that are shaped by the East Coast—sinking into memory, floating through loss, and emerging from depths renewed.
A natural progression from Bobbitt’s collection of singles and EPs, including The Ceiling Could Collapse (2022) and The Half We Still Have (2023), Swimming Towards the Sand is her most cohesive and expansive work to date: a poignant exploration of grief, girlhood, memory, and return. It centres itself around memories and dreams, and how one can often feel interchangeable with the other. It is only through careful observation and steady rumination that we start to draw meaning and distinctions. The album is full is such reflections—and like the ocean, turns discarded bottles into frosted glass, these memories and dreams of loss, grief, and girlhood become something tangible and true.
Bobbitt wields her jazz-trained voice like a guitar or keyboard, layering harmonies in conversation with herself, sometimes subtly, and sometimes pulling focus.
The album begins and ends with dynamic tracks that start lullaby-gentle and explode into full-band reveries: “Don’t Cry” is an ode to best-friendship and Bobbitt’s coming-of-age in rural Nova Scotia, a reflection on girlhood and the confusion and discomfort that accompanies it; “Nothing” quietly stacks up memories before spiralling out into a formless vocal release, fading to the album’s end, an aural symbol of the afterlife.
Side A chronicles a series of losses Bobbitt has endured in recent years. The dreamy, wistful “Hush” is borne from a demo comprised solely of Bobbitt’s vocal layers, placed upon a bedrock of a drum machine and keys, capturing the ache of a love story that never quite was. A whimsical classical guitar guides the ethereal “Light,” described by Bobbitt as “the in-between and transitory feeling of memories.” Indie-rock appears on “Hands Hands Hands”—another track “borne out of loss and grief”—which marries electric guitar, a deceptively joyful synth, and bashing drums for a dramatic elegy, Bobbitt pleading “Tell me you’re okay / you’re okay.” The first half closes out with “Remember,” a mellow, mournful synth line accompanying Bobbitt’s ode to her mother and grandmother, and the moment she found herself comforting the person who once comforted her: “I had to carry you through it / fireworks of wet down your face.” “For me to parent upward in that moment and try to be the support she needed,” Bobbitt says. “When zooming out, I saw how that role falls down forever and ever- someday somebody will be that to me. It deepens the relationship, and that love.”
Side B begins with “Furthest Limb,” Bobbitt’s biggest vocal swing, pushing to her highest notes in between guitar hits, as she searches for reassurance amid a growing disconnect with a loved one.“I Want It All” is a mid-tempo exploration of Bobbitt’s mental health (“I stretch my arms to have it all / but these days they can’t reach”) and the dark and moody “Life By The Marsh” is another reflection of feeling low, Bobbitt so close to the mic it feels like she’s singing directly into your heart. “Ask Again” is awash in the feeling of self-doubt and OCD-induced looping thoughts, its shimmery guitars mirroring the mind’s relentless churn. The final pair—“Deer on the Freeway” and “Sweetest Heart”—embrace the thrill of new infatuation, landing somewhere between Laurel Canyon warmth and the closing credits of a ‘90s romcom.
Throughout Swimming Towards the Sand, Bobbitt returns again and again to the ocean—not just as a symbol, but as part of her internal landscape. “Having the water be so consistent and impartial to you, and terrifying and beautiful,” she says, adding, “it is such a strong presence for me.” The album is textured by the loss, yet it resists despair. It offers a return not just to home, but to self: a reclamation of the things that remain after the tide recedes. Bobbitt describes it as her most fully realized work, and it shows.
Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Chris Coady
Mastered by Mike Bozzi
Vinyl cut by Chris Bellman
All songs written by Rachel Bobbitt.
Published by Rachel Bobbitt (ASCAP).
Photography: Ebru Yildiz
1. Don’t Cry (4:15)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Piano/Perc/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
2. Hush (3:47)
Vox/Vocal Arranging/Synth – Rachel Bobbitt
Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
3. Light (2:51)
Acoustic Guitar/Synth/Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
4. Hands Hands Hands (4:50)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
5. Remember? (4:21)
Synth/Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
6. I Want It All (4:16)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox/Synth – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
7. Furthest Limb (3:39)
Drums – James McAlister
Acoustic Guitar/Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
8. Ask Again (2:33)
Guitar/Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
9. Deer On The Freeway (3:56)
Drums – James McAlister
Rhythm Guitar/Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
10. Life By The Marsh (3:41)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
11. Sweetest Heart (3:17)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/BGV/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
12. Nothing (4:10)
Drums – James McAlister
Vox – Rachel Bobbitt
Percussion/Synth/Guitar/Bass – Justice Der
Thank you to Chris for giving these songs so much care and attention- Thank you to James and Mike for lending your brilliance- Thank you to Ebru for travelling to Nova Scotia and capturing the photos that would define this project- Thank you to Gulce for your unending belief in me and the music- Many thanks to Fantasy & Concord for their continued support and trust- Thank you Matt for your guidance and devotion to the project- Thank you Tom for your passion and advocacy- Thank you Wilson for your continued dedication- Thank you to Eloy & Jaclyn for your enthusiasm and care, Thank you to Chris L for your artistic vision, Thank you to Justice for sharing your art, and your life with me, & thank you to my family for loving me always. Lastly, thank you to Nova Scotia- the traditional and unceded territory of the Mi’kmaq people- for raising me with the rise and fall of your tides.
A&R: Matt Marshall
rachelbobbittmusic.com
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Tender tones
Towards lipstick hour
In between your knees fingers in hair
Quiet youth
Your sister’s skirt
Singing ribs eye creases love like flowers
And I want
Darling child
Don’t cry tonight
Don’t burn inside trying to make it light
Don’t cry
A field of clothes
Years of soft
Lace and trim a plea for gentle care
But eyes undress
And words expose
Hand me downs left hanging rough with fear
I was looking for direction
I was searching for perfection
Sorting through more mixed attention
My child
Anger floats into resentment
Little bodies unprotected
Shame and fear with no direction
My child
Darling child
Don’t cry tonight
Don’t burn inside trying to make it light
In my mind
And in my room
Laying heads on laps, fingers in hair
Soft and tired
In the afternoon
Singing ribs
Eye creases
Love like flowers
And I want
Darling child
Don’t cry tonight
Don’t burn inside trying to make it light
Don’t cry
I was out in the water
Digging shells for your altar
My eyes fixed on you
You were gone by the morning
With the space a song a kept learning
My love
Lost on you
Hush
Take your time but let me know
If you want to leave then you should go
Eye to Eye
I waited out till I was blushing
The sun a burn a hot heat flushing
No life
No slow signs
To be the one left out searching
Is to be forever caught yearning
All life fixed on you
Hush
Take your time but let me know
If you want to leave then you should go
Eye to Eye
Don’t lose it all
The quiet mornings
Don’t lose it all
Your selfish yearnings
Hush
Take your time but let me know
If you want to leave then you should go
Eye to Eye
Hush
Take your time but let me know
Open the window
See what the light can bring
Watching the bumper car birds
Waiting for spring they sing
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
It’s not a shape or sound
Not in the sky or ground
It passes like cold through glass
The feeling of feelings past
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
Oooh
The vents in your childhood home
Your voice when you’re all alone
A cake for no special date
The feeling of docile days
Days & Days
& Days & Days &
Days & Days
& Days & Days &
Days & Days
& Days & Days &
Days & Days &
Open the window
See what the light can bring
It scatters to corners in your room
Shining till all’s consumed
Open a line of communication
There’s a fire in the haven now
Moulding truths out of ugly nothings
You stare into me now
How was I to know that things were going so sour
How were you to know that I’d grow not to need you anyhow
Loss is never a starting point but the lack of all that was
Like a light you didn’t know was shining suddenly gets flicked off
Pressing pause from your beige recliner
Your hands hands hands hands
Tomatoes right from the garden my darling your hands hands hands hands
Honey honey I’ve been thinking
What a cruel could this would be
Tell me you’re okay
You’re okay
Tell me you’re okay
You’re okay
In the dark I was talking to you
As you moved round the room in shapes
Filling up paper bags with water- said it’s sweet, but it’s not the same
Then we’re outside crawling thru the garden
And your hands hands hands hands
In the dirt you’re saying let’s call it
Your hands hands hands hands
Honey honey I’ve been thinking
What a cruel world this could be
Tell me you’re okay
You’re okay
Tell me you’re okay
You’re okay
Tell me you’re okay
You’re okay
Tell me you’re ok
You’re ok
Walking the circuit
Across green miles
Soft sound reassurance
I had to carry you through it
fireworks of wet down your face
Hands like a mother
You’re crying with the door closed
Hollowed inside I know it
Up past the ceiling that you swore I’d never break
Love is not a feeling but the choices that you make
I’ll try to love you gently how you did when I would wake
And when you’re laid down
I’ll busy myself round the house
Clean out your closet and make sound
Someone will carry me through it
Mile after mile
Hands like a mother
Up past the ceiling that you swore I’d never break
Love is not a feeling but the choices that you make
I’ll try to love you gently how you did when I would wake
Remember the lake that you dove into
You said it was cold, but you needed proof
You swam to the bottom
Pressure in your ears
Bringing back fistfulls of mud
Year after year
The day that you dove in for that last time
I don’t remember the words passed
Yours or mine
I don’t remember the eyes now, were they wide or shut
I don’t remember the last time you swam back up
In the water
Stomach down
Dull light dull knife no sound
Till you turn yourself around
Well I’d live there if I could
But the tides going out now and it does no good
To be midway understood
You know
That I want it all
Taste of something sweet
I’d stretch my arms to have it all
But these days they can’t reach
In the bedroom
Stomach down
Flashing lights behind your eyes you see it now
Till you turn yourself around
Well I’d live there if I could
But the nights turning in now and it does no good
To be housed by what you could
Take it all up from me
Take it all away now
Take it
Take it all
Take it all up from me
You know
That I want it all
Taste of something sweet
I’d stretch my arms to have it all
But these days they just can’t reach
You can always
Change your mind
I do it
All the time
To yourself
To the sky
There’s a million ways to lie
I get up
I get up
I can chant my way to up
I can lift up my face
Breathe the cleanest breath of change
I wasn’t trying to
I was just trying to ease your pain
What did I say to you
What did I say
Stood in the kitchen you
You’re filling your hands with scarlet paint
What did I say to you
What did I say
You’re crawling out on the furthest limb
I try but I can’t call you back In
You sway like a child at play
The wind one measured gust from taking you away
What did I say?
Love can just wave you through
Without even slowing at the gate
Without ever meaning to
You find yourself sick with someone’s name
Did I ever sicken you
Did I ever shoulder all your blame
Well I wasn’t meaning to
I still feel the same
You’re crawling out on the furthest limb
I try but I can’t call you back In
You sway like a child at play
The wind one measured gust from taking you away
What did I say?
What did I say to you
What did I say to you
What did I say to you, What did I say?
Back when you’d let me hang in your mouth
Feel your words and push them around
You were love
A god
seismic shift of it all
I don’t know how the times moved since
It kills all the moments you’re bound to forget
Now we’re dull
New coats new living room view
I wish you’d have found me when I spoke so sincerely
When my lips moved with feeling
Ask again
Ask again
I’ll think of a drink and I’ll think of it more
I’ll think of my thoughts till I can’t anymore
Time is kind
30 days of an unaffected life
You’ve always had love like a package at your door
You take one inside but the next day there’s more
You’re good
You’re good
You’re good
I wish you’d have found me when I spoke so sincerely
When my lips moved with feeling
Ask again
Ask again
I wish I could tell you what I spit up in corners
Thoughts that wince and distort
Ask again
Ask again
Ask again
Ask again
Ask again
Ask again
Wait
Before you go
I don’t think I said it all
Could you stay at mine
You take
More than you show
You give me a stem to tie
And I take my time
When I hold you up
It’s like I’m the only thing between you and the drop
Cause I need
You to need me too
But how long until I’m slipping something in your food
Takes me a minute
Remember why I’m in it
There’s a fire in the basement and kids that won’t stop singing
Yea I’m tactless and teenage
A deer caught on the freeway
For you
Want
Is a starving thing
It pulls in tv remotes, couch change and your love on a string
I want
Like a child on a swing
Like an urgent call with no one to hear it ring
Takes me a minute
Remember why I’m in it
There’s a fire in the basement and kids that won’t stop singing
Yea I’m tactless and teenage
A deer caught on the freeway
For you
Takes me an hour
To get out of the shower
There’s a flood in the kitchen the dogs left out and freezing
Yea I’m tactless and teenage
A deer caught on the freeway
For you
For you
For you
For you
The life by the marsh
Is a humming thing
I kneel, fill my arms
With what will bloom again come spring
I’m reminded of a time
When I too would sing
When my body hummed with sound
Like a bell when it rings
In the light you find
In the light you find
Something undefined
Something undefined
In the light you find (Try for something new)
In the light you find (Like you’re wanting to)
The wind by the ocean
Is a cutting thing
I undress
Walk toward the water
Let the salt air sting
As I move fibres stretch
A deep and sexless thing
And when I lay
strung up and weightless
I’m not anything
In the light you find
In the light you find
Something undefined
Something undefined
In the light you find (Try for something new)
In the light you find (Like you’re wanting to)
Something undefined (Petals fall for you)
Something undefined (Petals fall for you)
In the light you find (Try for something new)
In the light you find (Like you’re wanting to)
Something full of life (Petals fall for you)
Something full of life (Petals fall for you)
In the light you find (Try for something new)
In the light you find (Like you’re wanting to)
The life by the marsh
Is a humming thing
Your sweetest heart
Build tiny starts for me
There are sirens that don’t sound when you’re away from me
Bent towards the ocean stretching limbs out wantonly
I pull you back
I pull you in again
There’s a ripeness in the spots where I return again
A fond familiar feeling just below the skin
All of my love
Sways where it stands
All of my loving
Pushing water
Swimming in towards the sand
Your sweetest heart
Build tiny starts for me
I love you now because there’s nothing left for me
No darkened corners nothing natural light can’t see
All of my love
Sways where it stands
All of my loving
Pushing water
Swimming in towards the sand
On a dark and winding highway
Headlights like an arm in a black lake
Someone’s singing something from the front seat
Someone’s singing something so sweet
Ooooh
Ooooh
You mother dancing in the eighties
Sunning with your sister in late spring
Maybe it’s the act of waking
Maybe it’s a wave finally breaking
Ooooh
Ooooh
A neighbourhood at night, hot & empty
A field all full of light, walls of tvs
Maybe its the sky draped and blushing
Maybe not a thing, maybe
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